i dont feel at home here anymore. i obviously havent in quite some time or i would have been writing. but at the same time, im feeling the void of having a place just to throw out some thoughts sometimes. this probably could easily be solved if i had a piano. sadly, that isnt something that's a possibility any time soon. im getting a second job at a doctor's office. i wont be working a ton there, but perhaps it will help me to get all these debts paid off.

i cant shake the feeling that everything is going to come crumbling down on me at any moment.

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