im sitting here watching the sound of music. i have to go to bed in the next hour or so. im eating a piece of beer bread. im wearing the pajama pants that ive vowed to never take off. im hating myself as much as ever. oh, and i have red hair. normally, i post pictures after hair cut and colors...but sadly, i hate myself too much to look at pictures of me.

i wonder how matthew is doing in utah. i hope things are going super with his visit, since i imagine it could be weird. hopefully it was all goodness and minimal weirdness.

i bit my nails off again while i was home. i guess my family makes me nervous. or maybe just being around people. im not sure.

i want to cuddle in my bed. i wish that someone was thinking about me like im thinking about them. that would be good.

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