9 oclock and im exhausted. well actually, im not sure whether i really want to sleep or i really want to stop thinking. doesnt really matter which, does it?

three more days of work this week. five more days of work next week. then im home with my mom and dad and my sister. it cant come soon enough.

my mom just called. it took me all of like 2 minutes to start crying on the phone with her. and now shes all worried that somethings wrong even though i keep telling her that nothing is. but yeah, something is...i just dont even know what. and now that ive started crying, i cant seem to stop. i need to go to sleep.

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