last night i dreamt that my mom and i were running from a tornado and we were in a train car that derailed and then took shelter in a big cathedral like building where the window broke and cantelope sized hail was hurling at our heads. it was distressing.

i have more anger than i ever thought i could have. i used to be sad, now i just want to beat the crap out of everyone.

work is still good. quite a nice distraction really. i am going to look into getting a second job after christmas so i can catch up on some bills and spend less time sitting in my room reflecting on how lonely i am. im not going to meet any nice young men sitting in the LP dept of ameritrade either...thats for sure.

im about to cuddle up with patrick and watch a movie til we fall asleep. so good night.

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