Dear Karen,

I've been talking to you a lot lately, asking for help. Judging by recent events and my current emotional state, my words aren't reaching you. Maybe heaven has some static. No all digital network there, eh? I was thinking maybe the internet might be a little more reliable.

I'm in love. I'm scared to death I'll fuck it up. Of all the things in the world that I dont want to screw up, this is the one that matters most.

Also, I feel like I'm dying..physically and emotionally. but I think the latter triggers the former. I've been trying to be strong and not crumble into tiny little pieces, but I don't think ive been succeeding. Help?

I'll talk to you tonight, as always. Thanks for the help.

Love,

kelly marie

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